Varinia

I am Spanish but have lived in France since 2007. I came to France for work, and I am staying for now.
I love to learn new skills and things. I am curious, thoughtful, critic and honest. I am currently doing some trainings to reconvert into Cybersecurity and working from home part-time.
I like to have fun but don't like to play with feelings or that people play with mine.
I am looking for someone who can love me unconditionally and is open to unconditional love, which might also involve the wish of creating a family together, not forcefully but feelings can't be controlled.
TO NOTE (a proof of honesty): My latest (1-year) relationship has been with a triple C-19 vaxxed man, and I have been intimate with him. I loved him so much that I wanted to have a baby with him, but he didn't want to have more children and didn't want me to have those feelings for him, he hated the idea.
I like videogames, I am a bit geeky, but I also love nature and pets. I have 1 blind cat and 1 canary. Soon I'll adopt a new cat.
Some of my life goals are being able to grow my own food, learning to build constructions with ecological or bio sourced materials, a garage, being self-sufficient, producing my own energy, etc.
I am a spiritual person, and I believe we're living in a very complex simulation. I recently started learning about energy healing.
I like to research alternative information and make calculations rather than believing what others or the "experts" say.
I am looking for an active, tall, intelligent, curious, caring and interesting man, who did not take the C19 and flu jabs after 2019 (I didn't), ideally without children or that is not going to be triggered by the idea of having more children, who questions reality and is ruled by truth, compassion, empathy, traditional values, and honesty. Someone who has similar interests and passions. Someone who is mentally and emotionally stable. Someone who can love unconditionally and is not afraid of feelings or anything else for that matter. I am looking for a real connection in all levels.